Closest I’ll Be To My Mother
It’s been 17 years, mom, since you died. I’m a woman who faces things you faced: LongingDisappointmentJob lossResponsibility to othersAgingDesire I wonder if you crashed your car on purpose.
mmmmmm
Cadence i’m too old I did want I guessIt’s closness so closeI dn’t have tostudy or medidateto feel two our connection true
Friendly dogs
Hey girl, how you doing? What is wiggling way? Are you, faintly breathing, lovely seeing, being being, all the things you imagined you would be? Is the dirt that you came from different than your due? Is the stretching pain […]
local environment
to hidei had to hide too much not hide had to hide now why am I hiding? i want out!
light paranoia
this girl i’m dating she didn’t call me when i wanted her to that made me sad and sort of made me think she hated me was never going to talk to me again didn’t want to talk to me […]
gett old
at 12 i’m old and at 23 i’m old 37 i’m old at 43 old again seeing wrinkles old pain old alone old slow old dead
pattern ends
i remember finding a pack with two cigarettes and going under an underpass and using matches and smoking with my step brother i think we were 10 we smoked a lot of cigarettes after that decades of them i quit […]
things in the house
under the sinkin the upstairs bathroomwere a couple of printed pagesof child pornography i found them they were not hidden very well it wasmy dad’s
his last words to me
i like Dexter because he’s a good guy and a bad guyi like Dexter because he’s a good duy and a bad guyi like Dexter because he’s a good guy and a bad guyi like Dexter because he’s a good […]
coming home
my dadstayed behindwith my sister’s friend in the camping trailer i don’t remember what me and my sister and my brother did but when we came back my dad and my sister’s friendwere sitting in the trailer i couldn’t explain […]