Closest I’ll Be To My Mother
It’s been 17 years, mom, since you died. I’m a woman who faces things you faced: LongingDisappointmentJob lossResponsibility to othersAgingDesire I wonder if you crashed your car on purpose.
Beyond Explanation
What is beyond explanation? Nothing. What is beyond my ability to explain. Why Jack looks at me like that. What I am doing.Why I exist like this.Where I am going.How I arrived at this.What I am looking for.What Nariko wants.The […]
the river of logs
this has been good lots of fun but how do i know i am calm, and the hour is different
pattern ends
i remember finding a pack with two cigarettes and going under an underpass and using matches and smoking with my step brother i think we were 10 we smoked a lot of cigarettes after that decades of them i quit […]
things in the house
under the sinkin the upstairs bathroomwere a couple of printed pagesof child pornography i found them they were not hidden very well it wasmy dad’s