this girl i’m dating

she didn’t call me

when i wanted her to

that made me sad

and sort of made me

think she hated me

was never going to talk to me again

didn’t want to talk to me generally

was talking to other people about not wanting to talk to me

was planning on getting rid of me

fell out of love with me

and would never talk to me again

light paranoia

nothing compared to what i’m like when high